Dear mom and dad,

Today I feel empty and I plan committing suicide. I want to end it all, because nobody is going to save me. When I saw the rescue plane leave, my heart shattered into a million pieces. I am hopeless. I can’t survive out here forever. I want to go home. It has been 47 days since the crash and I’m still here, still not saved. There is a  hissing madness in my brain. I am too depressed to eat, sleep or do anything. This is just a goodbye letter. Nothing is ever going to be the same. If you’re reading this then I’m probably dead. Mom and dad I can’t deal with living in the wilderness anymore. Disappointment filled all  my dreams when a saw the plane leave. I want to go home , but that’s only a dream. I love you. Now I am going up the hill to commit suicide. This time goodbye is forever.

 

Love Brian