When I saw the plane going back for good, a bunch of words came to my head like: depressed, low, suicidal, blue, bad, terrible, sick, gutted, clouddown, funk, alone and even the word dead came. Right now I\u2019m feeling even worse than that day when I got lost in the store.<\/p>\n
In that time I saw the plane I felt glorious, I got as happy as if I had won the lottery, until I saw it going back. In that moment I got as sad as a jailed bird.<\/p>\n
I have been in this forest for about 47 days, 47 days surviving in the wildness. I know I got really close, you might even say no, don\u2019t give up now, sorry but it will end I n this moment.<\/p>\n
If the plane would came back it would take years, and after those years I might even forget about you too. I thought that it would have been too much for me, so I give up.<\/p>\n
This will be the last note in my life, goodbye.<\/p>\n
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